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Name: Jen
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Louis
Birthday: 11/22/1989
Gender: Female


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Monday, February 18, 2008

 

i finally finished it a few months ago

laugh if u want

Beeding hearts

He had everything he wanted,

but he wanted something more.

She had everything she wanted,

but now she doesn’t anymore.

so tonight shell close her eyes,

and she’ll try not to cry.

pretending that she’s happy,

for another lonely night.


Now he sees his mistake

but there’s not a lot more she can take

not sure of what is real

or what it is she really feels.

you have me u don’t want me

I’m gone so u chase me down

now I’m back and your not sure

and someone else sees what you’ve found

seeing what it is that she can have

other than the pain shes living in.

now their over once again

but still she Isn’t over him

knowing the same thing is on his mind

but another waits for her this time

just like the last

the time did pass

until she saw

she used to have it all

knowing he will return again

even though all their painful thoughts have been said

confusion because he still wants more

Yet either know what their living for.

There’s still a weakness to your voice

something stupid was your choice

i say I’m gone but still i wait

knowing its just a mistake

 

its done its over yet again

a kiss on the cheek are we really just friends

give me your hand because u know that we can

we can make it through after all that we already have

 

Heart fading slowly as the lights dim

Lonely is she as she calls upon him

Emotions run wild and actions take over

 

now that you have
all that i cant give you
what do u want?

tell me you love me
don’t tell me a lie
i want the truth
or has out love died?

this time i wont even cry
as you walk away
even if its for the last time

but then again I say that every time

should have known,

I should have let go.

But now im all alone.

They told me stay away

Without you I don’t want to go another day

Even when all you do is get in my way

 

You make me want to laugh

You make me want to cry

But all I can do is wonder

WHY.

 

As she strayed

Her blue eyes grayed

The love in her heart

Turned to pain.


Sunday, October 28, 2007

Things have changed alot.

im finally seeing whos been there for me

and who hasnt.

im seeing who i can trust,

and who i cant.

 seeing the choices i should have made

but didnt.

im seeing that things are going to be ok,

eventhough i thought they wouldnt.

 


Friday, June 15, 2007

1. What is your boyfriend/girlfriend's name?
actully i think were finally done


2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
black


3. What are you listening to right now?
buckcherry


4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?
haha


5. What was the last thing you ate?
ice cream


6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
pink


7. How is the weather right now?
idk? its like 2 am


8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
angie


9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex?                                          eyes


10. Favorite type of Food?
pizza


11. Do you drink?
what do u think?


12. Do you smoke? 
nope


13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did?
hahaha

14. Hair color?
brownish blonde


15. What is your eye color?
blue

16. Do you wear contacts?
no

17. Favorite Holiday?
umm idk

18. Favorite Month?
may its relle pretty outside

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
no

22. Are u too shy to ask someone out?
no

23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be?
so many things

24. Hugs or Kisses?
both

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?
both

26. Who is least likely to respond?
idk

27. Who is most likely to respond?
idk

28. Who do you want to respond?
idk


29. What books are you reading?
dont have time for books


30. Piercings?
3 ears and bellyring

31. Favorite Movie?
sweet home alabama

32. Favorite football team?
idk idc


33.What were you doing before this?
talking


34. Any pets?
harley my dog


35. Screen name?
haha not for u


34. Butter popcorn, plain, or salted?
butterr

37. Dogs or cats?
dogs

38. Favorite flower?
roses/daisys

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?
HAHA can u say... strip poker?

40. Are you taken or single?
single..thats hard to say

41. Have you ever loved someone?
very much


42. Who would you like to see right now?
i dont want to see anyone


43. Are you still friends with your exes?
its so hard, were trying to just be friends..but it always ends up more..

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
yes


45. Do you like to travel by plane?
yess

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right

48. How many pillows do you sleep with?
alot


50. Do you have a Tattoo?
i will soon


Wednesday, June 13, 2007

wow so i havnt written in this for a long time.

things hae changed alot.

I got a new car!! its a silver dodge stratus 04 and it relle pretty.

um me and ryan broke up again. and were trying to be just friends and it isnt working to well
beacuse we cant just be friends even tho were never going back to a relationship and its all relle complicated ..dont ask...lol  but hes in nex mexico for a scouts thing for 18 days so i guess its just time that i need to move on alot more.. see what my life is llike without him.

the camping trip was amazing
i cant relle say what all happened tho.

iv been working alot.

idk what else..

 


1. What Is your natural hair color?
Brown

2. Where was your default pic taken?
at a compteition


3. What's your middle name?
Jean

4. Your current relationship status?
i think im finally single for sure

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
i dont like anyone rite now
im just looking for some fun


6. What is your current mood?
exhausted

7. What color underwear are you wearing?
black

8. What makes you happy?
some silver dragon and my friends

9.How do you feel right now?
honestly its hard to feel anything anymore
but eventully that will change

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
nothing, Everything happens for a reason.


11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
a bird

12. Ever had a near death experience?
a few

13. Something you do a lot?
i work like every day
then i go party after work every day
then i go home and sleep it off every day

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
everything, by buck cherry

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
steph

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
idk

17. When was the last time you cried?
i dont know
prolly the last time i fought with ryan

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
no

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
i dont know


20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes

21. There is no 21

22. What's your biggest secret?
i dont do things that i dont want people to find out about
you dont want someone to know, then you dont do it


23. Favorite color(s)?
pink n black

24. When was the last time you lied?
no idea

25. How amazing is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
well he was amazing
but things change

26. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
i dont have time to watch tv

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing

28.Do you speak any other language?
nah

29. What's your favorite smell?
i dont know


30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
idk

31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Today

32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
yes

33. What are you thinking about right now?
everything


34. What should you be doing?
sleeping

35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
i dont know


36. How often do you pray?
i dont

37. Do you like working in the yard?
i dont have time

38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
not the one i have

39. Do you act differently around your crushes?
no, im just me

40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex?
hate me today, blue october
its pretty much exactly whats happening now

41. What number question wasn't included in this survey?
fuck if i know



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